Saturday, March 31, 2012
Worst Week Ever
I was doing pretty good this week. I barely ate all tuesday, wednesday and thursday. And after all my hard work I binged! Ew! I couldn't help it. Once I started eating, I couldn't stop. I hate myself. I hate myself so much. Before last night I lost 8 pounds, but now I probably gained it all back. I am too scared to step on the scale. Worst of all I am failing 3 classes!!! Calculus, chemistry, and history. My teachers keep emailing and calling my parents. No one understands! I can't go to school looking this fat! I don't want people to make fun of me for my weight. I don't want to go back to school until I am skinny! Ughhhh. :(
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Hi I am in high school and I hate having to deal with school on top of dieting and not binging. Everydays a stuggle and everydays a new day too so I try to make up for my failures. I'm here for support :)
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